but not so new me and that’s okay. I like me and I wasn’t looking to totally revamp the person I am now. I just forgot to live life in a balanced manner. I have spent the last three years of my life floating between several countries (India, Bulgaria and America), family obligations, and trying to prepare for a future that sometimes seems as if it is both; right around the corner and are we sure this is going to happen…ever?!
Somehow over the past three years, I lost “Me.” I fell into a very old habit of putting everyone’s needs above my own and it has taken a toll and a meltdown ensued over Christmas. I need to make changes, I need to take back my life and I need to reclaim and participate in the things that bring me Joy. I need to re-implement a ritual of self-care.
2016 was a # 9 year (according to numerology)…a year of endings and we all know that endings can be painful. 2017 is a #1 year…a year of new beginnings and what comes with endings and beginnings. Change. Change can be messy no matter how much it is needed. So, I doubt that 2017 is going to be any easier than 2016 but if there is one thing I know. It will be as easy or as difficult as I make it and that is going to be based on my perception, which I intend to make as positive as possible.
So, along with self care, I will try to maintain positivity, more discernment and less judgement, more faith and less fear, more love, more compassion, more understanding. We are all in this together, we can go at each other demanding that we are right or we can step back and see that at the core we all want the same thing. Let us focus on the similarities not the differences. We all want love, peace and to know that we and our loved ones are safe and secure.
May we work together to find solutions that unify us rather than face adversity in fear . Fear has done nothing but divide. May you all be blessed this coming year.